Monthly Archives: September 2008

New York.

These smells, the sunlight, the water crushing and crashing the ripples that cool people’s fingertips as they throw their pennies down. A sepia kind of sunlight: The smell of cigarette smoke and burning juices, meat juices, dry pretzels stacked on metal cookers that line these newspapered, tar jammed streets. Smoke comes from all the little Sabrett [...]
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VICTORIOUS:

Au Bibliotheque du Henri Miller “What literature needs most to tell and investigate today are humanity’s basic fears: the fear of being left outside, and the fear of counting for nothing, and the feelings of worthlessness that come with such fears; the collective humiliations, vulnerabilities, slights, grievances, sensitivities and imagined insults.” From ‘Life, Words’ in [...]
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DO NOT ASSOCIATE WITH PLASTIC

A wise tree once told me, ‘Do not associate with plastic.” I found out today that 40 million plastic bottles are thrown away every day in the USA alone. That freaks me out. I don’t know about you, but 40 MILLION…………………A DAY? That is fucked up, and so unreally unbelievable, that I’m sure a lot of people [...]
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“IS SHE CRAZY?”

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I STILL SPEAK LOUDLY

It is getting colder here,   the eyes dry and heavy, the heavy step as I drift to you. I feel as if I could lie down  and would sink through the third, second and first floors all the way to the core, while the beeping of the dishwasher still annoyed me as I entered the gravity of magma at Earth [...]
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Extreme happiness, Extraordinary pain

(Title taken from Mia Doi Todd’s song ‘Kokoro’ which lulls me to sleep in these restless days)    I have no eyes for sleep anymore, and a head way too big for my heart. Or is it the other way around? They compete. The heart is a strange thing: I’m a little obsessive about it. I feel [...]
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THE QUESTION IS: WHY DO YOU WRITE?

“I write because I have an innate need to write! I write because I can’t do normal work like other people. I write because I want to read books like the ones I write. I write because I am angry at all of you, angry at everyone. I write because I love sitting in a [...]
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THE GRAVITY OF CHOOSING

“A child’s education should begin at least one hundred years before he is born.”  - Oliver Wendell Holmes, Jr., US Supreme Court Justice (1841-1935) Flung forth from my dark hands, built with mud that I hadn’t known could stick like such, life goes.  The hands made in a place of darkness from which all collisions separate, magnetize and implode: [...]
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