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IN MY DREAMS

“Dream. Do you dream. Dreaming. Do you. Dream. Do you dream. Dreaming. Do you.” – In My Dreams, David Crosby. “In my dreams, I can, I can see a love that could be. In my dreams I can, I can see a love that could be. In [...]
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MIDNIGHT DIVINATION

I have so many dreams that sometimes I wonder how on earth time will stretch its elasticity to enable me achieve them all. I never wonder where they came from, not the physical, tangibly dreamt ones anyway: Have dinner with Conan O’Brien; Find a writing agent; Make beautiful pictures with my face and body while [...]
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PENCIL DREAMS

The absence of fear is not the fear of absence. I still fear my own annihilation. What will become of me? Must we push hard to become someone or something that doesn’t quite sit right, with us? I wonder how much attention I should seek, how much glory, when perhaps it is becoming less of [...]
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Extreme happiness, Extraordinary pain

(Title taken from Mia Doi Todd’s song ‘Kokoro’ which lulls me to sleep in these restless days)    I have no eyes for sleep anymore, and a head way too big for my heart. Or is it the other way around? They compete. The heart is a strange thing: I’m a little obsessive about it. I feel [...]
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SWEAT WARM WISHING

And so here is this night again, with supposedly the same stars but the earth spins, doesn’t it: so what stars are in the blue sky that we don’t see, come day? Perhaps they are just the same as the ones I breathe in through the cooling darkness, just cyclical – as in, perhaps they are the [...]
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